Alone

OK, I know that I should have put this whole thing out of my head. But how can I? It is so scary to me. More than anything, its stress. I just feel so alone right now. I really do. Overwhelmed and alone. My aunt called me tonight and  she let me know its ok to cry. I don't know how she knew that I dont cry.  When did that happen to me? She's right though, I need to cry sometimes, let it out. But I can't. I just want to curl up in a ball for a little, and sometimes I just want to let loose and get out for a bit. I need a break. Just a day or two. In my dreams maybe??

Too tired to keep writing. Be back tomorrow.